The Dark Room's Star | Poetry

Fantastic monsters

Maybe about a year ago (yes, that's how long I prepared this.), I was browsing through my subscriptions box on YouTube when I stumbled upon PJ Liguori's (KickThePj), video entitled Fantastic Monster Tag and it inspired me to hop on to the tag as well. Although PJ said to make in a video form, I decided to be a little bit rebellious and blog it instead.

So here I present to you my entry for the:

F A N T A S T I C   M O N S T E R   T A G

Rules:

"Take your top 5 favorite monsters that you come into contact with on a daily basis."

The first monster, Prince Flutellini Lumbricina

Can You See Me? | Stories

Yes, yet again another story that includes the moon. I won't spoil anything that's written so you can read it with no expectations whatsoever. I'm sorry in advance for having such a long post but I hope you enjoy!

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C a n  Y o u  S e e  M e ?

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How To Fight The Creative Block

It's been long since I've made a blog post and I am extremely sorry for it! Well, at least the good news is that I have survived another year of school (YAY SUMMER) and I want to start off this vacation with some tips for people struggling with the cursed creative block.

What the f is a creative block? is this one of your made-up wor-- NO! I promise you it's a real thing! I bet at least once in your life you have struggled with this and got to lazy to deal with it. A creative block is a disease where you struggle to create new and fabulous ideas that is waiting to be shared with the world - or just when you can't come up of new things.

Symptoms of Creative Block-itis:

 - Lazyness/Procrastination

 - Repeated banging of head to a piece of paper on a table

 - Struggle to write/draw

 - long "ugh" sounds

 - Frustration on every creative Tumblr post

 - Thinking that the world is ending

(trust me, I've experienced all these)

THE STEP-BY-STEP GUIDE ON FIGHTING THE CREATIVE BLOCK:

Step 1: Realize that you have a creative block

 I know its not easy but just admit it, you have a creative block. But don't worry, accepting the truth is not easy so take your time on this step until you are ready.

Step 2: Hate on that block!

 (I do not support violence on invisible and inanimate objects) Once you accepted that you have a creative block, hate on that piece of poo! It made you creative-less huh? WELL TEACH THAT LITTLE MOTHER LOVER WHO'S BOSS! Kick it in the cubes! Shave its corner! Tell its wife that she didn't make a wise decision! hurt that block until it disappears from your life forever.

Imperfection | Poetry

Atelophobia; Fear of Imperfection

I stand before the mirror, circling everything I wish I could change.
Before long, there's more marks on my body than freckles on my face.
It's funny how you could tell me I'm beautiful, and I'll quickly forget.
But a simple 'you're ugly,' will forever be implanted into my head.
I keep my gaze down in front of strangers, terrified they'll see what I see.
My eyes are two open windows to the doubt and insecurity.
Maybe if I just smile, play along, pretend I'm alright,
nobody will suspect those are my cries they hear at night.
And I can't help but wonder what it's like to be pretty.
To make guys stop and stare, tall, tan, and skinny.
To throw on anything and walk with confidence out the door,
instead of trying on 13 different outfits and wondering why you try for.
Why doesn't God listen to me when I beg him to be someone new?
Just live in another's skin, is that so hard to do?
For a day, that's all I need, I want to see what it's like,
to not be the one who stares at her reflection and cries.

Trina Marie via hellopoetry

I fear imperfection; but I am complete imperfection.

The Little Box, | Stories

About 8:00 PM or so last night, I was sitting in my bed (and was bored as hell) when suddenly I got inspired to write this little story which I claim to have finished writing the whole thing within about 5 minutes.

T h e  L i t t l e  B o x

Hello World,

Welcome to my blog, Everyone.

Starting from today, I will be your tour guide on this journey of mine. I'd like to introduce myself to all of you, My name is Jasmin- A thirteen year-old girl who practically eats like there's no tomorrow that lives in a small country so-called Philippines.

If you'll ask, nope this is not my 'first time ever blog', I had a blog before which I deleted and doesn't exist anymore.

Now before you rush out commenting, "Why would a Thirteen year old girl Blog?" Well, My excuse for that is I have nothing better to do that sit, eat, breathe and waste my life all day so why not I make a blog and tell all the whole world how not interesting my life is because the internet simply consumed me in bits? 

The content of this blog consists of my uninteresting life, my very own writings and ideas of some sort because I do think a heck lot of the time. And of course, I like photography a quite bit because just the thought of having memories captured makes me happy.

And yes, I still go to school so I might be a bit busy sometimes but I'll try to keep this blogging thing on schedule every week so.

Some little facts about me that you might want to know:
1. I am a strange kid who has lots of things going on in her head. So maybe sometimes I might talk non-sense here. And I'm not really that great in English so you better watch out for my non-stopping 'Carabao-English' hehehehe

2. I am a bit dramatic about things so I might be posting a lot of "I hate myself" or "I don't wanna live anymore" type of posts because if you might not know that I used to have depression and it might visit me sometimes. But don't worry, I'm extra fine now.

3. I can be soft most of the time. And I mean extra-extra-extra-pillow-soft soft. Call me ugly and I'll maybe think about it a cry a bit for a week.

I hope you'll enjoy this blog. Because this is a life blog and I hate life I really really love life.

And for the record, I hate saying goodbyes.