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Fantastic monsters

Maybe about a year ago (yes, that's how long I prepared this.), I was browsing through my subscriptions box on YouTube when I stumbled upon PJ Liguori's (KickThePj), video entitled Fantastic Monster Tag and it inspired me to hop on to the tag as well. Although PJ said to make in a video form, I decided to be a little bit rebellious and blog it instead.

So here I present to you my entry for the:

F A N T A S T I C   M O N S T E R   T A G

Rules:

"Take your top 5 favorite monsters that you come into contact with on a daily basis."

The first monster, Prince Flutellini Lumbricina

Can You See Me? | Stories

Yes, yet again another story that includes the moon. I won't spoil anything that's written so you can read it with no expectations whatsoever. I'm sorry in advance for having such a long post but I hope you enjoy!

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C a n  Y o u  S e e  M e ?

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I Was On Top Of The World.

About a month ago, I joined a trekking* trip with my sister and her friends to Mount Pinatubo which was extremely exhausting and tiring but all of the pain and sweat was worth it when we finally reached the top. (or middle, since we went to the crater lake.)

*trekking is like hiking, but more of an on-foot journey.

This part was when we were currently walking up to a fUCKI** 100-SOMETHING STEPPED STAIRS

How To Fight The Creative Block

It's been long since I've made a blog post and I am extremely sorry for it! Well, at least the good news is that I have survived another year of school (YAY SUMMER) and I want to start off this vacation with some tips for people struggling with the cursed creative block.

What the f is a creative block? is this one of your made-up wor-- NO! I promise you it's a real thing! I bet at least once in your life you have struggled with this and got to lazy to deal with it. A creative block is a disease where you struggle to create new and fabulous ideas that is waiting to be shared with the world - or just when you can't come up of new things.

Symptoms of Creative Block-itis:

 - Lazyness/Procrastination

 - Repeated banging of head to a piece of paper on a table

 - Struggle to write/draw

 - long "ugh" sounds

 - Frustration on every creative Tumblr post

 - Thinking that the world is ending

(trust me, I've experienced all these)

THE STEP-BY-STEP GUIDE ON FIGHTING THE CREATIVE BLOCK:

Step 1: Realize that you have a creative block

 I know its not easy but just admit it, you have a creative block. But don't worry, accepting the truth is not easy so take your time on this step until you are ready.

Step 2: Hate on that block!

 (I do not support violence on invisible and inanimate objects) Once you accepted that you have a creative block, hate on that piece of poo! It made you creative-less huh? WELL TEACH THAT LITTLE MOTHER LOVER WHO'S BOSS! Kick it in the cubes! Shave its corner! Tell its wife that she didn't make a wise decision! hurt that block until it disappears from your life forever.

I Think My Head's Going To Explode

photo not mine

Okay okay let's face it, school can drive you nuts. We're currently at the last quarter of our school year a.k.a the horrors of so much things to do with such little time. To be honest, It's really my fault to why I have so much work to do. Well, first reason is my procrastination and slacking to do school work and second, I don't really know how to do that certain thing so I'll just "do it later". This is just a little update on how's my life being, I'm off to do some school things now. If I don't blog again within this month, call the police.

The Comback (with a pinch of Freedom)

Hi Guys, I'm back to blogging!

Playlist: I think I'm addicted to cats

NO I did not intentionally put another cat in my playlist but whatever just please enjoy this music


 N I G H T  A T  A  C A T  P A R T Y 

 night at a cat party from limitlessbliss on 8tracks Radio.

SONGS: Let me surprise you.

July the 18th

Last July 18, 2014 was... MY BIRTHDAY!

Yes, I'm now officially a teen. Thirteen that is. What?! You're only thirteen? Yes I am only thirteen- do you have a problem with that? It's not my fault I was born on 2001, blame my parents that's what I always say.

(Photos taken at Venice Piazza, McKinley Hill, Taguig)

Let's talk about feelings,

Ah, High school. The time when you start to understand your feelings. When you finally find yourself. When you know you're finally a grown up and start to make important decisions in life that will totally change your entire future. And also, the time when people start to be real; when they finally bloom into the person they want to be. Well, some people don't bloom, of course.

Just like me, for example.

I haven't fully 'bloomed' yet. I'm under construction. I'm still the same insecure little girl who's jealous of everyone. But I don't show it. I keep my true feelings in a little bottle packed inside my head/heart/body. Instead of showing emotions I want to express, I keep them locked inside because I'm extremely afraid of judgements or what people might think of me as. My whole life consisted of 40% judgements of my physical features so that makes me not want them to judge me for my insides too. I'm the so what if I'm ugly, at least I'm nice type of girl.

*Basically, the moral of this post is don't be like me. Express the feelings you want to show. Shout it out and show it. Okay maybe don't shout it out because that might get you in trouble but still, you need to show it. Don't let it rot in your insides. pop that bottle and let it escape. Whether it's love, hatred, jealousy, envy, just a random joke you really wanna say, an opinion, anything. 

*But don't be too open. Never be too open. Some feelings are meant to be hid. You just have to know which one is which.

(I know this post totally makes no sense but this past week I have been in under stress, anxiety, a bit of tears, studies, homework and anything involving school. and I really just want to let some things out. So forgive me for being a little bit obnoxious and/or annoying.)